This is the thread at the core of struggle I notice among sensitive, big heart, big soul, high caliber human beings at the moment. The ones I like the most and choose to support and journey together. They have deep unworthiness issues.
And another related pattern I recognize though deep personal development work for decades, the most powerful beings were convinced the most that they are not powerful, that there is something wrong with them, that they are somehow missing the train, so they feel like they can’t get it right, they don’t belong…
But hey, you were never the problem, just ahead of the world you came to change!
We sensitive, deep-seeking people are often carrying perception that the surrounding culture hasn’t caught up to yet. That’s not a comfortable position to hold and it often looks like anxiety. It looks like not fitting in and it gets pathologized constantly.
The problem isn’t that you’re too sensitive, unworthy or can’t crack the code how to be successful human being. The problem is you’re living in a container built for a different kind of human. And we often forget that carrying in the day to day life and trying to build something in the liminal space society is transitioning.
And at the core of unworthiness struggle right now is the gap between being early and being recognized.
And we know humanity is at a threshold that is not like previous thresholds. But the thing is most people are managing that with the same tools they used for smaller transitions. Even though they don’t like to think so. And it’s not working and they can feel it and the disorientation is becoming collective.
So, I just want to acknowledge you, your struggle which I relate myself very deeply too and remind that you are not peripheral to what’s happening. It’s heavy load-bearing in your hands even if it doesn’t seem like on ordinary Tuesday afternoon. It’s more than anyone recognizes, including yourself. Especially yourself, actually. The ones doing it most seriously are often the least certain of their own importance.
But hey, you’re not supplementary to this moment. You’re structural!!!
Let that feel in places of you which needed to receive it today and allow to give yourself a credit for where you are, for your pace, your timing, and your way of becoming.
You are not alone. We are in this together. This way of feeling is not exclusive to you.
Stay Big. Stay Soft. Stay You✨
