I’m an extrasensory being. I was born this way. I see and sense more than the human eye usually can. My perception stretches beyond what most call “normal.” It’s not just one gift, I experience it through all senses. I don’t always understand how it works. It’s not something I control or call on the clock with a crystal ball. It just happens. And sometimes it doesn’t.
As a child, I often knew things before they happened. I’d speak with clarity and certainty about what was coming. At the time, I didn’t know I was a visionary. Only later did my mother say, “How could you be so precise, even with timing?”
The more I anchored into myself, into my body, my truth, and cleared old patterns, the clearer this channel became. There is this universal wisdom in me that I can access and I don’t know how I know but I know. I sometimes even surprise myself: “did I say that?” It’s bigger then human mind can grasp and I am not trying to. I just surrender. And more I do surrender and loosen the control, more it opens up.
But I never felt part of the “spiritual world” as it’s often presented. I didn’t connect with archangels, religions, spirit guides, or Galactic Federations. I have my own opinion about it which I will not share here. But in the nut shell, and not to offend anyone, but for me many of those systems felt often limiting, not fully accurate or modalities stuck in different time. I didn’t care what planet I was from. I didn’t know what to do with that kind of information. Doing that felt like naming a disorder—you might get a moment of validation, you realise that maybe nothing is wrong with you but it doesn’t help you live fully here, now, on Earth. And I just cared how to live my biggest potential as human being, in my divinity and access what is possible (and I always felt there is more then we know).
I was always drawn to nature. Deeply. I never felt alone there. And I think that what saved me throughout most intense times not to loose my sense of self.
But due to what is normalised in our society and socialisation process, I often felt misunderstood, outsider, and weirdo.
It’s been a long journey to quiet the noise and opinions of the world and come back to myself. Honestly, it still is. For years, I felt alienated. Like I didn’t belong, that I can’t be seen in my depth or share that with the world until that started to shift. Something in me always knew why I came here for and that determination, that knowing never left.
And I kept building my vision. Day by day. Step by step. And business became my way to bring it into the world. My form of medium and structure to express my depth and healing wisdom. People in my presence feel more calm, to the point of sometimes falling asleep because my energy feels soothing and/or activated to access what they need, their potential, their accelerated clear and inspired action. But it’s always somehow touches people. And recently, my work also is shifting to help people access that extrasensory nature in themselves as I do. And it’s a journey, it’s a process. I always knew it’s not exceptional, many of us can access it. It’s just not normalised yet but “new normal” in the future for those who keep walking the path of awakening.
And that’s what’s always been hard to explain. Marketing never made sense to me. How do you put on a landing page that you can only know what someone needs when they’re standing in front of you? Because it just comes in the “Now” and with deep, focused presence?
My path as an entrepreneur wasn’t typical either. I was attacked with all kind of let’s call them “dark forces” or “parasitic energies” much more then others. I had additional obstacles and interferences all the time. Every launch was a true battle, especially if it was going to bring people more into their power or awaken them. They tried to attack, sabotage and distort everything in order it not to happen, to prevent it. The more powerful the offering, the more intense the spiritual attack via my own vulnerabilities, technology, my team, my closest people appeared. I had my computer to black out, internet disappear through the length of workshop and magically appear a minute after, my recordings started to turn into very slow and low voice or very fast and high peach voices, my payment systems crashed or got delayed and I can keep going. I encountered probably every possible impossibility. A lot of pathways that were open for others, were blocked for me, especially in business. It was always a fight for the space. But then I just went where it opened and claimed more space from there. I could write a sci-fi book from what I lived through.
But it only made me stronger, more resilient, more determined and more powerful. I am very sensitive and gentle but I also have a very strong warrior side. You don’t bullshit with me. Probably during every attack I ended up saying to them: “and now you overdid it, I see you, you can keep trying but I won’t give up”.
More I persevered, more I also started to live the most magical Goddess life. The more I walked forward on this path, the more life opened to me. Nature let me in, in ways that felt like another dimension. Especially, animals and children were drawn to me like magnets out of the blue. I started to sense beauty and life so deeply that I cry at times. And I started to access level of inner peace that I never experienced before and I rarely or ever see people around me experiencing. My relationships deepened to truth and intimacy. And there are so many magical moments, magnificent and sometimes mind-blowing manifestations that it just brings me in a deep “aww” of life!
One day, I was walking in the outskirt forest in Georgia (it felt like the end of the world people rarely go, like it’s own bubble). Alone with no one around, just me and nature. And I dropped into a really deep presence, pure wonder that I lost sense of time and was just in that childlike “awww” while connecting with all nature elements. And when I reached very vivid river, I could feel like the sound of nature shifted, like I switched into a different frequency, different dimension. Everything felt a bit surreal because I have never been in such a level of connection to nature before. An eagle flew low over my head and started to circle. And also a white butterfly appeared, right next to me. I felt it watching, connecting and for the first time, I could speak with a butterfly. He responded. It was pure magic. And when I put my head in the water, I received some sort of codes – they were clear colour blue appearing through my pineal gland (never seen them before) but I trusted nature.
Then suddenly it was gone. The connection ended. I looked around confused and saw a couple approaching while heavily smoking. That’s when I realized: nature also doesn’t open that deeply, to that level of purity and sacredness to everyone. It chooses who it lets in. And those moments for me are the most precious. This is where I feel so seen.
This is my real life. The beauty. The horror. Like living in a fantasy movie. And It requires deep boundaries. Silence. Embodiment. Trust and a strong connection to myself.
How do you explain this to people not to sound too “woo woo” or totally crazy? How do you translate that into your work?
But somehow, the right people always found me. Often, younger souls or the big heart, pure, sensitive and bright ones who don’t know how to fit in this world either. People who recognize something in me, even if they can’t name it.
I’ve heard so many times:
“I feel you have the answers for me.”
“I don’t know why, but I feel you’re the right person.”
These are the people I want to support. The ones who sense the same beauty and feel that there is so much more to life and their human potential that they can access.
Because only beauty can recognize beauty.
Only the divine can see divinity.
Only depth sees depth.
And those who feel this—know.
P.S. And that’s what we do in my spaces like “Rise Voice!” – we walk the divine human embodiment path and learn how to manage when extrasensory nature opens up to you as a result. And that’s why I create them through the depth I walked myself.
P.S.S. Picture is taken in that magical forest I described my experience in the post.
